I
was reading a book on the Glory of God and got to a stopping
place and went to sleep. I had just come through a 4 year
assignment where my path crossed a coven of witches, a satanist,
and a principality (yes, it has been bizarre 4 years). I started
dreaming that I was in a Christian bookstore in Salem, Massachusetts.
I recognized several Christians in the bookstore and was chatting
with them. I sensed that in the battle I had been in with
the spirit of witchcraft (which was overcome by praying and
blessing those who were actively cursing me to destroy me),
I had overcome this spirit within my own soul (being delivered
from control and manipulationwhich is nothing more than
witchcraft).
As
I walked outside I noticed a black-top road with bright yellow
stripes going straight up into the air. Without even thinking
about it, I walked over to the blacktop and begin going straight
up toward heaven. At this point I was really getting caught
up in the spirit. I kept saying, "I will never make it,
I will never make it, I will never make it, over and
over again. I was thinking, why a blacktop Lord...Does this
mean something bad? He answered me with a question, "How
is a blacktop road made?. I thought, It is made
by fire!" The first half of 2001 became the fiery white
hot furnace of my life. There were things burned out of my
life with the fire of His holiness. At times I literally thought
I wasnt going to make it. But the Refiner of Silver
(Malachi 3) knows just how much fire the silver needs to purify
it.
Suddenly,
it was as if I had been put in a catapult and flung across
the heavenlies toward heaven. I was screaming and waving my
arms like you would if you were on a fast roller coasterthrilling
yet scary (good scary!).
After
being brought back into the natural realm, I wrote this down
in my journal and pondered it for a few days. I picked up
the book I had been reading and opened the page where I had
left off and the next chapter had a subtitle called "Catapulted
by His Glory! It was all about how staying in Gods
Glory can do more for you in a few days or weeks, than huge
amounts of time spent on fleshly motivated works!
Decide
today, no more self promotion or needing mans approval.
Stay in the hidden place of His Glory and watch what He can
do in you, and through you!